It all came into me in sudden, the choices that I've made that was erroneous. It all occurred to me how much wrong I have ever done to myself.
Cut myself to get attention. Rape my heart to listen to the world full of sadist and masochist. Silence my conscience with flattery of sins. Do I degrade myself so that I could find no other reason to call myself a screw up?
It is sad, yet I have to endure with my strong heart to tell people that I'm the leader and it's okay for me to bleed it dry.
God... My innocence many years back seem more like an illusion that kept me awake for a brand new day. And I think, rightful so.
Oh God...
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