Sunday, October 19, 2014

[short post]: To Jessie

I would be posting a long post for you, Jessie. Your phantom is forever in my head, my heart.

It is a difficult birthday for me to celebrate this year. Though we haven't been talking at all for 2 years, somehow the nostalgia of what you have shared with me remains. Ironically, my current partner brought me to places where I shared memories with you first. Deciding that they are distracting, I tried enjoying the moments with my current girlfriend, only to realize the pain I have left behind.

Such difficulty. Because of me.

Longer post coming soon. For now, I want to leave you out of my mind before I sleep tonight.

Good night Jessie.

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